My not so secret little diary

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Nurul

I love how people are able to define themselves with a few good words.Since i can't do it, i will just say what i want to say.My name is Nurul.I'm 18 but pretty small for my age. I love to indulge in my latest addiction called K-POP.It means korean pop. I take a very long time to warm up to people so that's a huge turn off point of mine. I have major issues dealing with my emotions,it'll be unlucky to catch me when i'm not myself. I love sports & nature,maybe that's because i come from a family full of boys. I get preoccupied with things prettty quick too.And i like to procrastinate. Other than that,i'm just a boring kid trying to figure out what's life has in store for me.♥ :)

LOVE.

Does it really bring happy endings?

my thoughts • 3:03 AM

Nichkhun's cuteness didnt fail to make me mmmmeeelt.
Honestly,how can a guy maintain such lovely baby-face features?
And his other twin is only just a baby!Mason,the baby in Good Daddy!

Aww...brb.MELTING!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRAINY!

I want to wish a happy 22nd birthday to my 2nd brother.
It's his birthday today, 5th December.

He's the "brain" of the family.Always make make me feel intimidated.LOL.
Niwaes,sometimes i think he's too clever till he acts like a retard once in a while.

And that's when it starts to annoy me.Like as if i belong to one of those groups too.haha!

Saengil Chuka Hamnida Oppa!
(i'm sure he dunno the meaning of this!)
Uh nvm...hu hu hu....

School has been.BORING!I think i skipped HR classes for the tenth time!
But i'm glad i still got A for it.It's one of those classes that bores you to
death and it's better if you study for it by yourself.
I miss Mr Sam.

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.....ugh!No way!haha~!

I may sound really chirpy and blah3 but i'm not really happy.
Things at home have been crazy.Things are starting to go wrong but no one notices it.No one even cares to hear what i have to say.Money is the major issue in the house.Dad keeps cutting my allowance money & mom kept telling me tales about my (~~moneysucking~~)granny and making me hate the whole of the relatives from my dad's side.I got really sick of it.
I'm dissapointed that 60% of our conversations are always about them.
Sometimes i feel like there's no one in the family that sincerely wants to know about my well-being.
It saddens me.
But what can i do?

I get the feeling that people are starting to misunderstand me.
Judging me base on my actions.
Well,there's nothing else to say about it.
I'm not going to explain myself since it's already been like that in the first place.

my thoughts • 2:29 AM

"I on the other hand,am not a coincidence.I was engineered."

One word.
Moving.
This story really touched my heart.Other than japanese movie "One litre of tears",this is another movie worth watching.I cried at the end of the movie because it was really touching.It began to hit me, how precious life really is.

From what i'm told by my friends,the movie has a completely different story than the one in the storybook.In the movie,Kate died.But in the storybook,Anna was killed in an accident and died.Seriously,i think it would have been more moving to watch Anna die instead of Kate.This is like one of those times whereby you had to make a tough decision and both sides of your choice have conditions attached to it.Like things didn't really make a difference no matter which side you choose.

I think i'm going to read the book one day.I'm sure it will be more interesting.

I would rate this 9 out of 10 but i might change my mind after reading the book.^^

And perhaps i will leave 2012 & Ninja Assasin till nest week.I got some studying to do.

my thoughts • 10:36 PM